Chapter 21

"They Brought Me To LIFE!"

Tuesday, 27 November 2012 , 0.52 pm

Faallin’ in Loooove! Listening to ‘She’s Not Afraid’! xD

These past days, I’ve been crying myself to sleep… (You should be used to it by now! xP)

The thing is that… I had this brilliant idea of listening to ‘UAN’ and ‘TMH’ before I go to sleep. I always, like ALWAYS cry to the last 6 songs (including the Yearbook Edition ones)! I picture the lads up, on the stage… And I’m watching and listening carefully to every harmony, every gesture, every single laughter… EVERYTHING! Like they are actually in front of me! And I break down in tears when I listen to ‘Summer Love’. Only that now, these tears are not ‘Happiness’ tears but ‘soreness or anguish’ tears! Because I won’t go to their concert (I think I’ve written this before...). I Love them… And I want to see them and meet them so bad! But I just think that this is not worth it anymore… I AM BROKEN! I will always be! They brought me to LIFE and I appreciate that! I think the hole is just not fully covered… But I’m, of course, STILL a Directioner. In fact, I’ll ALWAYS be A FREAKING DIRECTIONER! 

E Tenho dito! u.u 

Essa de 'Ah... O Niall não devia fazer parte dos 1D' comigo não pega! Directioner que é Directioner não diz barbaridades destas! -.-'

Bitch, PLEASE!  

♔ Keep Calm and 1D ARE THE BEST!

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.