ANORMALIDADE!

Before You go trough my blog (If you do...) You'll see that the order of the chapters is COMPLETLY Disorganized... I don'tknow how to put them in the right order... SORRY! :'(

Antes de verem o meu blog (Se virem...) Vão perceber que a ordem está totalmente alterada... Eu não consigo por na ordem certa... Desculpem :'(

Chapter 10

"Someone You Look Up To" (Part 1)

Friday, 02 November 2012, 12.20 am

“Once upon a time in a cloudy day, but not wasn’t JUST a cloudy day, not like every other one… It was the cloudy day (In Portugal) in witch ‘Little Tihngs’, the most wanted video of the month, was going to be released!” (I came up with that me myself! xD I stole the ‘Once upon a time’ parte of course!)

I stayed home, missed school (I’m joking, I can skip theoretical classes!) so I could be one of the first girls to actually see the video, not watch “see” the video…

I think… (Harry’s line xD) I should stop making this diary nonsense…

It’s fun to think that you’re special and one day you’ll have an intimate relationship with your ‘Idol’, but for me, a person with self confidence issues, it’s a little bit depressing, because it’s you… the number one fan, plus half of the world! Do you get what I mean?!

It’s like… You like them, and they are grateful for that, but… I don’t know… You want more than that… I WANT more than that… AND OBVIOUSLY (just look at me xP) I can’t have that! -.-‘

And other thing is… Like, I’m watching this VEVO videos on 1D’s page, and girls around them go MENTAL! -.-‘ They cry, hysterically, like REALLY loud, and say “they mean so much to me!” or “they saved my life” and stuff like that… and they’re all snotty because they’ve been crying… I’m not saying I wouldn’t do that if I ever saw them (With my luck, trust me, it’s a LONG SHOT! -.-‘), Actually I think I’d do worst… I think I’d have a asthma crisis and faint right after that, but is just so weird to meet someone YOU LOOK UP TO (not idolize, look up to…) like that…

If I meet them one day, I’ll TRY to be like: “Hey wasup?! Are you chillin’?! (Just like Zayn would say… xD) Yup… I “Look Up To Them…” Who am I kidding… I’m freaking ill … -.-‘ I Have a disease! Someone PLEASE cure me! I heard that ‘Direction Infection’ cure is somewhere in Harold’s lips… Just saying… xD 

Ele é muito... Malik! xD 

Eu AMOOO a voz dele! Voz mais linda de sempre! sério... E agora no 'TMH' tá mais evidenciada e mais rouca e mais... TUDO! xD

Zayn... Thank YOU! Just... THANK YOU! <3

"Never felt like this befooore... Are we friends or are we more?! As I'm walking towards the door... I'm NOT SURE!" (Change My Mind! xD)

♔ Keep Calm and Jeez Malik You ARE HOT! xD

ONE HUGE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 10

"Someone You Look Up To" (Part 2)

4.35 pm.

Oh My Freaking Gosh! -.-‘ I was watching fox live and they announced that One Direction are coming to Portugal and they are going to sell tickets tomorrow at 10 am! I was YELLING… Like OMG! They are coming HERE! :D

On the 26^th of May! ;) I just can’t believe it! Before, I thought they weren’t to come and I protested … I was like “you…you dirty bastards… you’re not coming! I hate you! #moody face!” xD But of course I don’t… I L.O.V.E them! :D

I’m Watching Little Things NOW! I’m the 301^st viewer! :D

The video was posted 5.17 pm… I watched it at 5.29 pm! 301^st viewer?! Unfair! u.u

It’s raining now! I’m listening to the rain outside, watching Little Things… I’m thinking… I want to go to 1D’s Concert SOOOOOOOOO  BAAD… I’m happy! They’re coming… I’m crying cuz… I t h i n k I’m gonna be there! At the end of the day… If they know me or not it really doesn’t matter… If I get to listen to the music that gives me comfort everyday… I’ll be more than rejoiced!

Dudes this day was amazing… My mom just said she would buy me front row tickets for 1D’s concert… And ‘Rock Me’ just came out on the Internet. I’m listening to ‘it’ and literally loving it…

(O primiro nome que virem vai ser o vosso MARIDO; O primeiro lugar que virem vai ser o sítio onde VOCÊS vão VIVER; O Primeiro Número que virem é o NÚMERO de FILHOS que vão ter!)

O que é que vos calhou?! A mim foi: 

Harry (Destino! :D); Irlanda e 5! Cinco! Era  que eu queria! Com o Harry... AMAZING! xP

That's All for today! :D

♔Keep Calm and I'm gona Marry Harry! xD 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 12

"That Kinda faded Away" (Part 2)

Well, So now I’m on the third part… Is the part where… Harry cries because of his supposedly ‘lousy’ performance (I don’t see how but warever)… And I’m preparing myself… though I know is pointless cuz’ I’ll end up crying too… «I’m really emotional, I’m just gonna blame my period for that! xD»

People are mean! Wicked, in deed! -.-‘ I freaking HATE when we state judgements and don’t care about how the person we’re addressing to! That’s called ‘Not having manners… Lack of Education’!

Yeah… crying again! xD This definitely is an hormonal thing! Watching Harry cry and all vulnerable isn’t easy…

I think I’m gonna waste every single drop of water that I have on my body if I keep up like thins… in part 4, Lou (We are very intimate so I get to call him Lou! xD), talks about his mom being lonely… and about his relationship with her… And it was hard because it made me remember my mom that is also away… I miss her… And now I can say ‘I know how you feel’ because I’ve been there also… :’(

“We’ve done so much stuff right?! But only us... Only us five feel the same, like we’ve gone trough the same emotions… Like, we’ve done all together… Only us five know what’s like to do this things!” – Niall! :D

“I wake up so many mornings feeling so lucky, so grateful to be where we are (…) If I had to call it a job, than this is my job… and I LOVE MY JOB! “ – Harry

“One Direction is the most exciting and fun part of my life (…) With the boys that are going through the exactly same thing that you’re going through and we can literally to each other about anything… ANYTHING (smiley face)! And I think that’s the special thing…” – Zayn

“You made new friends and is really nice to be enjoying this amazing experience with 4 other people! (…) I just hope we do stay really good friends and just look back and say ‘What an incredible time we had’ cuz’ at the moment everything looks great, and I just want it to stay like that.” Louis

Sentences that got me crying for 30 minutes… cuz I keep hitting he replay button… xD

That’s all for today… is 3 in the morning and I’m pouring my heart out over 1D! They’re Crazy! And make ME go crazy! <3

Esta foto é TÃO verdade! :D 

E este é o Zayn depois deles apresentarem a banda e antes de Cantarem 'Save You Tonight' no filme... É quando ele diz 'Se calhar cantamos WMYB mais tarde... Nunca se sabe!' (parafraseado!) xD

LOVE YOU LADS! :D

♔ Keep Calm and Vas Happenin'?! 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 12

"That Kinda faded Away" (Part 1)

Daqui a mais alguns capítulos... Talvez eu faça uma ' "Dear Idol Letter' e acabe com o diário por um bocado... That's All! xP

Saturday, 10 November 2012, 2.03 am

As Zayn would start a sentence… ‘So basically…’ I was watching this video, ‘Year in Making, part 2’ 1D  related obviously… And I just started shedding tears like, I don’t know… Because I was watching them saying that they are really grateful for their fans and they want to give back and it’s all about the fans and stuff… And I felt that, IN THAT MOMENT they were totally being genuine about it, and that made cry (of happiness!) … But I’m afraid they lost it a little bit… Not the love for the fandom (Like, Duuuuh!), but the constant caring about giving back and the presence… that kinda FADED AWAY a little bit…

But with such a Big and ‘Annoying’ fandom, no wonder that happens! We are perverse and we are constantly (I say we but I don’t really have a twitter account) tweeting ‘I Love You 1D’ and ‘Please Follow me’…

I mean, it’s good that we are dedicated and it’s cute, but it starts to get a bit weird after that… We have to give THEM some space… We should love their music and relate to their personalities right?! I don’t know what to say… That’s what I think…I’m weird so… Anyways… I L.O.V.E them! xD

I guess we, Directioners, can’t be 1 minute without doing something 1D related! xD That’s just Us! :D

Here’s a video… You’ll get it!

OMG! They ARE EXTREMLY CUTE! :D
This is the first Part and only in the last part I'll put my stupid "Kepp Calm and" quote! :D Enjoy!

OMG Eles são EXTREMAMENTE FOFOS! :D
Esta é a primeira parte e só na última parte é que eu vou por a minha estúpida citação "Keep Calm and..."! Aperciem!

Chapter 13

"Life's Hard!"

Sunday, 11 November 2012, 12.07 pm

I’m listening to Harry on ‘call or delete’, he was supposed to be a victim, but Grimmy failed big time, cuz Hazza is quite smart… xD

He’s like so polite and so cute! 
He goes like :“I’m on radio aren’t I?!”

Nick: “What?!”

Harry: “I’m on radio aren’t I”

Nick: No…

Harry: “I aaaaam…” And he says this with the cutest voice ever and just… own… He’s sooooo… Argh! -.-‘  (Video)

And the CUTEST thing is that, after that he just texts Grimmy saying ‘sorry for ruining your game!’ He is so ADORABLE! xD ~me having a fan girl attack~

And , honestly, I’ve been 'pressing the replay button'… Remember that bad habit that I have, to ‘bite my finger’ when I find something either cute or annoying, well I think I’m going to end up fingerless! xD I keep biting my finger every time I listen to Harry saying ‘I aaaaam’, and I imagine his face like ‘baby asking for food’ face… Owwn… HAZZA!

Another video… I just watched.  And tell me if this girl isn’t right on her comment (pass quote): “10:43 The Moment When You Want To Be A Wall ._. Life’s hard.” (Video)

E com este video... Acabamos por hoje! xD

Amo os RAPAZES! Mas isso vocês já sabem! ;)

♔ Keep Calm and Life's Hard! xD

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 17

"In a Serious Relationship"

Tuesday, 20 November 2012, 6.49 pm

I was o my way home (from school) and… Well I really wanted to listen to ‘Take Me Home’! Can you imagine a crazy person singing (more like screaming…) on the street, with everyone staring “Ow! You’re giving me a heart attack looking like you do-oo” or “He’d kill me without any warning if he took a look in my braaaaaain!”… Yup! That’s me! xP

I was also thinking “What songs are they going to sing in the tour?” So I started writing names of songs from ‘TMH’ while I was listening to it… and… I ended up with all 17 songs of the album! -.-‘ I figured that all of them are important and freaking AMAZAYN!  xP

I’ll give you a tip… This… Should probably be my facebook picture now! xP

Means: “In a SERIOUS relationship with Take Me Home”

Pretty good ahn?! xD

I was watching this ‘old’ video: (Sorry I couldn't Upload it... Here's the Link! Whatch it... Is wicked FUN! xD Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqyZ7MslPJw&feature=related)

And I saw this comment, pass quote: “I adore Niall’s laugh so much I kind of miss this one direction but I love the mature one direction now”

I do miss them… :/ A lot! :D

There You Go! xP (Lou)

Esta imagem é muito... TÃO verdade! xP

And I will give you almy heart... So we can start it all over again! (Over Again you guys! =D)

♔ Keep Calm and Kevin?!? xD

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.