Chapter 25

Happy New Year! Full of 1D, which of course means JOY! :D

"Truly, madly, deeply, I am
FOOLISHLLY, COMPLETELY fallin’
And somehow, you kicked all my walls in
So baby, say you’ll always keep me
TRULY, MADLY, CRAZY, DEEPLY in love with you
In love with you."

"It makes your li-i-ips, so kissable

And your ki-i-iss, unmissable

Your fingertips so touchable

And your eyes, IRRESISTIBLE."

"I won't let these little things

Slip out of my mouth

But if I do

It's you

Oh, IT'S YOU

They add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these LITTLE THINGS"

"I'll lift you up, I'll never stop

You know I'll take you to another world

I'll build you up, I'll never stop

You know I'll take you to ANOTHER WORLD

Everyday, in everyway

Whoa"

"Oh, 'cause all my life I've been waiting for a BAND like you to come around

Under the lights tonight

Turned around, and you STOLE MY HEART

With just one look, when I saw your face

I fell in love

It took a minute, LADS (Haahahah) , to steal my heart tonight

With just one look, boys

I've been waiting for a BAND like you"

Yeaaaayh! I'm back to my routs! I'm in Mozambique with my famillyy! I Went to my aunt's 'Farm', and I spent the night outside, in the grass, with Leandra, singing 'TMH' songs... And we even danced "C'mon C'mon" like 'Lee-YUM!', 'Boo Bear' and 'Hazza' did... It was Hilarious! (No Melanie... It WAS DEFINITELY not! -.-')

So, 2012 has ended... (At least here in Mozambique) I had some Lows and some AmaZAYN HIGHS in the past year! :D

One of the Highs was : 'I BECAME a Freaking Directioner' xP

Dear IDOL,

I wish you knew, how aprecciated I feel for having you in my life! Thinking that I mean something to you, just makes me sooo excited! Eventhough you don't (and probabbly never will ) know me, I KNOW for sure that 'I LOVE YOU DAMN IT'!

I feel really grateful for the good times you, your incredible songs, your delightful personality has given me... I hope that it never ends... And if it does I SAY a tremendous THANK YOU! 

If I'll ever meet you, only the future can tell... But I hope it pleases me with that privilege!

I can only wish you the best! 

With Love, Your Fan! :D

(Letter that I would like them to read, if they at least knew that I exist! ~No Dramas Melanie... xP~)

I Love You Lads and I Hope that 2013 brings Joy and Success, Lots of LOVE and Above ALL, PEACE! 

And I Love All The Directioners, that support and LOVE the Lads, that cherish and adore their MUSIC! 

(The reason why I wrote some excerpts of some of my favorite 1D songs) 

I am 'Truly, Madly, Crazy, Deeply, Foolishly, Completely' IN LOVE WITH THEM! xP

I find their personalities, their eyes, lips, bodies (Sick, Amazingly sick above all! xP), THEIR MUSIC 'Irresistible'!

They are Incredibly Sweet, SUPER Stupid, MAJOR Silly, Compeletly Dorky... And I Just LOVE ALL these 'Little Things'! :)

THEY Just 'Take Me To ANOTHER WORLD'! (FAVORITE SOOOONG OF THEM AAAAAAALL! =D)

And, of course, don't ask me how, for I do NOT know the reason, they 'STOLE MY HEART'! 

They took over my entire world (Seriously boys, you... you are the BEST! ), and I feel blessed! 
I Had the best time writing some of my experiences and thoughts over here! 
I Wish You Directioners a Happy new year, full of 1D, which can only mean Joy! xP
Nice Writing and pouring my heart out for you! :D
REMEBER DIRECTIONERS, WE (and the lads of course... xP) ARE THE BEEST! ;)

Este foi o trágico fim do meu diário ~todos choram~ (Não Melanie... Não!  xP).
Mas animem-se (Ou não...), porque 2013 trará sem dúvida alguma...   memórias lindas que querei provavelmente partilhar! 
Amo muito os meus Lindos! :D
E eles me amam também! U_U (Sonhar não custa dinheiro mesmo...) 
Beijoooos! :*

♔ Keep Calm and Enjoy 2013, And 1D Music, Always Enjoy 1D Music! ;)
ONE Incredibly HUGE HazzaHUG! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 24

“We DEFINITELY gonna STAY Together…”

Wednesday. 5 December 2012, 0.49 pm

Is just what’s in my mind right now…

I’m crying (Duuuh!) cuz I’m watching some random girl’s videos from MSG performances… and she is shouting soooo loud… And singing along… she is so excited and… happy! Is genuine…

I’m watching the ‘WMYB’ performance… Personally ‘WMYB’ is that song that gets tiring after a bit but is 1D ‘signature’! And truth being said, is the’ song that brings Lots of good memories! The Beginning (Though I wasn’t there… I’m here now!). xP

And I was just picturing my self there… I want to be in a concert! This world tour concert…I feel this tour will be extremely nice with so many surprises and good stuff happening! I wanted to be in the concert… I know you’re like ‘get a life’ and ‘stop whining… You can’t go! Deal with it!’ But… I WANT! xD I want to be there! :/ Just… Forget it… :’( 

Friday, 7 December 2012, 1.25 am

Video :

Com este video encerro o penúltimo capitulo do diário... 'E lindo quando o Zayn diz (Vou parafrasear) 'Nos vamos ficar juntos, e esta não vai ser a ultima vez que vêm os 1D' Ele é bruxo! :O (xP) Isso foi no 'The X-Factor'! 

Vou vos revelar o meu "1D top 15" (Quero que saibam que era suposto ser top 10, mas não deu! xP Já é difícil por só 15! E eu AMO de todas, mas há aquelas que eu amava no inicio e serão sempre as minhas 'MEMORIES', e há outras que são as que mais sou mais viciada agora! xP):

Another World

 (MELHOR DE SEEEEMPRE!)

Stole My Heart

Summer Love

~a partir daqui não tem ordem, é simplesmente aleatório! u.u~

Magic

Moments

Still The One

Last First Kiss

Truly, Madly, Deeply

I Should Have Kissed You

Back For You

Gotta Be You

C'mon C'mon

Tell Me A Lie

Up All Night

Same Mistakes

~Ok, talvez não seja aleatório! xP Mas não é que eu prefira 'Magic' a 'Same Mistakes' (não prefiro!), Era para fazer uma seta, gira! xD~

♔ Keep Calm and Love 1D MUSIC (and the lads... Duh xP) 'Truly, Madly, Crazy, Deply'! xP

ONE HUGE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 23

"MSG"

Monday, 3 December 2012, 11.09 pm

Today… the third of December… The Lads are performing on Madison Square! I hope everyone that is there has fun! That loves the show… that enjoys it! You HAVE to! Some don’t have the chance (and here I go again whining about not going! -.-‘) and I hope… I Just hope that you can… feel the pleasure that…. When you listen to… I mean if I get all emotional when I listen to their songs on my computer or my ‘walkman’… How would my heart be if I listened to them LIVE?! Just… Have FUN! J

Listening o ‘SMH’ ~witch means~ CRYING! :’) LOVE you LADS! :D

Tuesday, 4 December 2012, 10.12 pm

I’m watching some of  MSG performances and…Harry still does the "I’m hitting an invisible person" gesture (Why wouldn't him?!)! xP The whole show was GREAT… And while it was happening, I … Was sleeping… Back in Portugal … Away! -.-‘

Hahahahahahahahha, esta foto está simplesmente demias! xP A sério! (It's 'Will' Smith a.k.a 'The fresh prince of Bel Air' xD)

Se calhar... Vou a Inglaterra este ano... Quando eles tiveram a dar concertos lá! Depois de tanto insisstir... e falar com a minha mãe... Ela disse que ia... A Inglaterra! -.-' Ainda n sei é se vou ao concerto... Mas como eu digo sempre: 'I won't stop 'till I surrender!' E não desisti! I'm gonna see them... Eventually! xP

♔ Keep Calm and be proud, always BE PROUD, if YOU'RE a Directioner! 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 22

"Thank God I Was wrong!"

Wednesday, 28 November 2012, 11.47 pm

Listening to ‘BFY’… This song is GENIAL! Really! “Baby You don’t have to worry! I’ll be coming back for you, back for you, back for you… YOU-U-U!” xD (Liam and Zayn’s part before the last chorus… Amazing! ;)

Saturday, 1 December 2012, 9.32 pm

Ok… I Just saw this video… And I was totally WRONG! Thank GOD I was WORNG!!

How could I ever think that the boys would ever change?! -.-‘

NEVER! xP Just watch and Enjoy it! (Warning: It might be to short but it sure keeps you amused for some long minutes! xP)

Video:

Omg… Still watching the video (It’s 10.32 pm btw) is amazing! xP

I wasn't supposed to share this part (Down) but I will... Please tell me that I'm not the only one! xP

I’m… having weird thoughts about Harry and Liam  Cuz they are too sexy and stuff… They were shockingly HOT! Uff… xP (Me fangirling/being totally pervert! xP)

Esta foto está extremamente fofa!! (Se calhar são os ursinhos de peluche... xP)

Bem... Devia avisar que parei de escrever no diário... E muito brevemente vai acabar! (EU sei... Estavam a ver que nunca mais neh?! xP) Mas não se preocupem... Ha muitas coisas dos One Direction por descobrir!

Quem sabe um dia volte a escrever (not! xP)

♔ Keep Calm and Lads, You're Crazy! xP

ONE HUGE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 21

"They Brought Me To LIFE!"

Tuesday, 27 November 2012 , 0.52 pm

Faallin’ in Loooove! Listening to ‘She’s Not Afraid’! xD

These past days, I’ve been crying myself to sleep… (You should be used to it by now! xP)

The thing is that… I had this brilliant idea of listening to ‘UAN’ and ‘TMH’ before I go to sleep. I always, like ALWAYS cry to the last 6 songs (including the Yearbook Edition ones)! I picture the lads up, on the stage… And I’m watching and listening carefully to every harmony, every gesture, every single laughter… EVERYTHING! Like they are actually in front of me! And I break down in tears when I listen to ‘Summer Love’. Only that now, these tears are not ‘Happiness’ tears but ‘soreness or anguish’ tears! Because I won’t go to their concert (I think I’ve written this before...). I Love them… And I want to see them and meet them so bad! But I just think that this is not worth it anymore… I AM BROKEN! I will always be! They brought me to LIFE and I appreciate that! I think the hole is just not fully covered… But I’m, of course, STILL a Directioner. In fact, I’ll ALWAYS be A FREAKING DIRECTIONER! 

E Tenho dito! u.u 

Essa de 'Ah... O Niall não devia fazer parte dos 1D' comigo não pega! Directioner que é Directioner não diz barbaridades destas! -.-'

Bitch, PLEASE!  

♔ Keep Calm and 1D ARE THE BEST!

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 20

"Maturity Just Hit Them"

Sunday, 25 November 2012, 8.09 pm

I just arrived home and went straight up to Facebook! xD I had messages to read and I found out that was my Directioner cousin, Leandra (remember?!).

She wrote:  Check this out! Is LOU! And there was a link attached to it… I don’t have the link! And plus… I don’t want you to be checking out on Louis butt! That’s weird! xP When I saw the pictures and the GIF’s I was like “this was totally unnecessary!” xD

I was scrolling down and I was containing my self… I was telling my self ‘You DO NOT want to have these pictures in your computer… Louis’s butt is FAR to precious to be in your computer…” xD but I couldn’t help it… I have now, added to some other thousands of 1D pictures, a picture of Louis’s butt! xD

9.00 pm

I was in this “Directioner’s confessions” site… And I read this confession:

‘I prefer Take Me Home rather than Up All Night. Maturity just hit them!’

The only thing I would change is the ‘I prefer TMH rather than UAN, because I don’t… I like them both… And if you ask me … My favourite NOW is TMH but UAN is THE record! TMH is more mature… DEFINITELY! But UAN just… has that background story and is… UAN! xD

10.00 pm

I’m listening to ‘Nobody Compares’ and… Did Louis say ‘We’re so PARIS when we kiss…’ What the heck?! Are you trying to make a metaphor out of this?! It looks pretty clear to me… ‘FRENCH KISS’ ^^’  Pervs… xP

Este é UM dos GIF's... Eu Não tenho isto! Porque seria uma grande falta de respeito para com o Lou e a Eleanor! xP (Quem tem... Parabéns! não Julgo... Só não consigo ter isto no computador... É do Lou, não meu! xP)

Tava a ler o que escrevi lá em cima acerca sobre o 'TMH' e o 'UAN'... E agora... Depois de TANTO ( E acreditem foi MUITO mesmo) 'TMH'... Eu não tenho preferido! São discos tão diferente! Como eles próprios descreveram, o 'TMH' eles já têm o estilo definido, enquanto que no 'UAN' ainda estão à proucira dele. Mas 'UAN' é Aquele album... Aquele que nos deixa feliz dos nossos tempos de Video Diary e tal... 'TMH' é... Madison Square, VMA's, Bambi's, é prémios! Evolução! World Tour... MUDANÇA! Crescimento! 

That's All For Today! =D

♔  Keep Calm and Louis...You... Have a nice Butt... Just Saying! xD

ONE HUGE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 19

"Summer Love"

Saturday, 24 November 2012, 11.07 am

Today… At like 3.30 am, I couldn’t sleep… So I grabbed my ‘walkman’ and I wanted to listen to ‘Summer Love’ so I did… And I ended up putting it on replay because I was addicted ‘it’… I AM addicted to this song. I once was in the situation of the girl depicted in the song… The girl who is walking away from her SUMMER LOVE, But let’s not bring that up! xP  

Every time Zayn sings the ‘can’t believe you’re packing your bags’ a lonely tear always insists on escaping… It makes me remember the moment that I was packing to come to Portugal. And by the time Harry sings ‘you won’t forget we had it all’ my face is already a complete festival of tears! -.-‘

Is just that… MY Summer Love that ran away is ‘One Direction’. Yeah…

Let me explain…

This summer, I used to spend every weekend in my aunt’s (Leandra and Joana’s mom), let’s call it, ‘farm’. Basically it was a place far from the city, with cattle and stuff, a lot of green and a beautiful blue sky in the daylight and beautiful nights with a gorgeous sky full of stars and a quiet place with a nice fresh wind hitting your face… Now picture yourself there: a calm night, outside, light breeze, quiet, sitting on the grass… Listening to ‘I Wish’ or ‘Same Mistakes’ or any other ‘UAN’ song… I became a Directioner… in those ‘conditions’! xP I listened to ‘I Wish’ and I cried, I listened to ‘Same Mistakes’ and I cried A LOT, I listened to ‘SMH’ and… You know what happened next… I cried to almost every 1D song! xD

And sometimes … We (Me and Leandra) would stay ‘Up All Night’ (let’s not exaggerate… until 1 am because our mothers wouldn’t let us stay up all night of course!) outside… running, jumping, singing all the UAN songs! Oh… And we also did like… ‘possible’ music videos for songs like ‘I Want’ and ‘Up All Night’… It was really cool! :D #I miss those days!

And these events occurred while I was in Mozambique! My SUMMER was 1D! A summer I’ll never forget or regret! :D

And then, there was the “you’re not going to the concert” thing. I’ve been crying myself to sleep… And now… when I listen to ‘Summer Love’ I picture myself in the front line and the lads performing it! In my ‘dream’ I’m literally being smashed and squeezed by the other Directioners who are freaking out by my side… As I just stay still. And cry when Louis sings, then Liam sings very passionately ‘don’t say the word that’s on your lips, don’t look at me that way’… And then Zayn and Liam harmonize in the chorus… And when Zayn and Harry harmonize… Basically … IN the SUPPOSED concert that I supposedly attend in my ‘dream’… I cry to ‘Summer Love’… The whole song! -.-‘

So… THEY ARE MY SUMMER LOVE! :D I got a little bit caught up in my story! xD Sorry! :/

Excuse me! This is MY christmas Present! u.u'

Lindooos! 

A História que anda à volta dos 'HAYLOR' começa a irritar-me profundamente! --'

Deixem-nos viver a vida! É deles anyways! Eu não gosto muito de Taylor... Não minto! E o Harry, segundo o que me dizem no face, também não anda a ter uma atitude muito correta perante a reação das fãs. Mas... É a vida deles gente! Deal with it! If you like or not, it really does not matter! In fact, you should be happy for Harry! He's Happy! Be Happy! :D

♔ Keep Calm and Leave Haylor ALOOONE! xP 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 18

"I LoveYou Lads"

Friday, 23 November 2012, 11.58 am

I woke up now… xD And I went to Facebook right away! Only to find quotes like this:

‘O #Harry tem 32 tatuagens, o #Zayn tem 24, o #Louis tem 6, o #Liam tem 4 e o #Niall tem fome.’

(#Harry has 32 tattoos, #Zayn as 24, #Louis has 6, #Liam has 4 and #Niall is hungry!) xD

OR This One (is the cutest thing)

‘Liam: "Tudo que o Niall faz é fofo" 
Zayn: "Até quando ele espirra"
Louis: "Ele é perfeito" 
Harry: "Ele é nosso anjo" 
Niall: "Eu amo vocês"’

(Liam: “Everything Niall does is cute” 
Zayn: “Even when he sneezes” 
Louis: “He’s perfect” 
Harry: “He’s our angel” 
Niall: “I Love You Lads”)

Oooown! Isn’tn this the cutest thing ever?! I now remembered but I will be NOT going to their concert here… L I really wanted to listen to ‘Summer Love’ Live and cry to it… But well… You can always dream about it right?!

What is This??! o.O 

Estes definitivamente não são normais! -.-'

'What about all the things we said?! Talking on the phone so late... I can't let her get away from meeeee ooooh!' (She's Not Afraid Bitches! xP)

♔ Keep Calm and Look... I have a crush on EXTREMELY weird dudes! 

Chapter 16

"They do take Me to Another World!"

Sunday, 18 November 2012, 9.36 pm

I was happily on my facebook… And I see this pictures of LM, 1D and McFly on BBC1… Zerrie is soooo cute! I like them (now… xD) and I DO NOT Hate Little Mix… In fact, I like them! 

I was watching this video: 

Honestly… Aren’t they the CUTEST thing?! xD

I’ve seen a coment… And I tottaly agree with it (not all of it… the part I don’t agree with I did not copy! :/ It’s bad…)

“Perrie is the best belter, Leigh-Anne raps and also has one of the lower voices, Jade hits a wide variety of notes making her easy to blend with everyone else, and Jesy has the raspiest voice which adds depth to their harmonies. You're right, they do bring out the best of each other, but none of them are better than one another.”

Cute! :D

Today is all about Little Mix! ;) Stay tight! :D

Sorry… My mistake… xD

I’m listening to ‘Summer Love’… I’m about to cry… -.-‘ It’s like… I listen to Zayn’s part, and also Zayn and Harry’s part… They… Well… It’s… I mean is… Bah! Can’t explain! This is my third time listening to ‘TMH’, and like… The sound is more… mature and stuff… It’s a little bit like ‘UAN’… But so different at the same time! :D

I just… This is… They make me wanna… Dude! Speechless! xD

When I think “I’m not gonna like this song” the song gets… AMAZAYN!!! xD

‘Change My Mind’ is like… from Another World! xD

‘TDKAU’ is… No coments!

‘Summer Love’… is the second song of ‘TMH’ that I've cried to… It’s PERFECT… Harmonies… Zayn… Chorus… I just kept thinking ‘Why so perfect?!’ :’)

‘C’mon, C’mon’ is… my heart goes wild… my stomach wants to shrink to the size of a bean…

‘I Would’ and ‘Heart Attack’ are SICK! I just want to laugh every time I listen to the ‘ow’ and in ‘I Would’ the… the whole song! xP ‘That up in my head I’m your boyfriend… but that’s one thing you’ve already got!’ or ‘while I walk alone in the rain…' or 'with a sign on my back saying “kick me” reality ruined my life’… and of course the 27 tattoos… xD But the chorus and the whole music is so… beautiful! :D

Basically… The whole point of this diary, at first was just private, so I could have that taste of ‘wow I have a diary… on the blogger!’ xD, but now… while I read some fan pages I realize that we all feel the same in different ways… we cry to the same songs… we want the same guys! (xP) We like the same band! WE HAVE an UNBREAKABLE BOND (wow unbreakable … SOOOO dramatic! xP) … That is (drums please…): WE LOVE 1D! :D

Crying to ‘Stand Up’, to ‘Moments’…  And of course to ‘Another World’ (My favourite song of them ALL!) they’re right… they do take me to another world… xP

I want to share something with you… this is who WE (the fandom) are! J

Isn’t this… It just speaks for itself… I will not comment! :’)

It’s 1.45 am… I’m stupidly CRYING to ‘Summer Love’… The part where Harry and Zayn harmonize is… I’m having a Direction Infection crisis in the middle of the night! -.-‘ Great! I just realized that even if I NEVER get to meet them… They are all worth this heart aches and tears of joy mixed with agony… <3

A parte do Neuróticas é verdade! xD

Eu amo esta FANDOM! Eu amo os rapazes demais! Eu amo a música dels, as vozes, as personalidades... TUDO basicamente! xP

"Up Alll Night Like this Al Night Hey!" (UAN of course! u.u)

♔ Keep Calm and Be Good DIRECTIONERS! :D

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.