Chapter 9 - "I Still Love them..."

So I was returning home from a dinner and I put ‘Little Things’ on replay! I had to listen to it repeatedly and after the 20^th time, the first tear comes down, at like 0.57 am … After that, I’m STILL crying… continually… I can’t stop… -.-‘ Bah!

It’s that kind of crying that fills your heart with ‘despair’ and you have to shout! These are not Happiness tears… I just imagined them singing it for me… as a FAN! And when Harry talks about the ‘weight’ I start pouring tears like a waterfall! -.-‘

I STILL Love them…

Olhem... Quando eu olho pre esta foto e leio este facto... só me dá vontade de raptar o Liam para lhe apertar as bochechas e dizer: "Que rapaz tão Fofo, Lindo e Amável!" xD Eu gosto MUITO dele! Mesmo... Ele é uma das pessoas mais amáveis que eu NUNCA conheci! xP Um dia talvez vá conhecê-lo! Nunca se sabe... A esperança é a última a morrer e " 'I' Won't Stop 'till 'I' Surrender "

I can be no SUPERMAN but for You I'll be SUPERHUMAN... I wanna save you, save you, save you! Tonight... (Save You!)

♔Keep Calm and Love Adorable Liam! :D

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 8 - "I Love Their Music"

Tuesday, 30^th of October of 2012, 7.48 pm

Today, I’m not ganna write that much… I just saw this thing on facebook, in some fan page, their name is like “Loucas por 1D” (witch means: Mad for 1D) and someone wrote this, pass quote:

“What Makes You Beautiful.. te ensinou a se achar bonita do jeito que é.
Live While We'Re Young.. te ensinou a viver cada segundo de sua vida.
Little Things.. te ensinou a não ser insegura (também te ensinou a chorar muito…)”

“What Makes You Beautiful… taught you to feel beautiful the way you are.

Live While We’re Young taught you to live every single second of your life.

Little Things taught you to not be insecure (it has also taught you to cry a lot…)”

Ok so… I’m watching “UAN -  The Live Tour” and they are singing “UAN”! Harry and Lou have this ‘HIP THRUSTING’ thing that they continually insist  on doing in their shows (and also continue to insist on driving us crazy)… and Harry was singing ‘Katy Perry is on replay, she’s on replay. DJ’s got the floor to shake, the floor to shake, and PEOPLE GOING ALL THE WAY, YEAH ALL THE WAY…’ and in the CAPITAL LETER part he does the ‘hip thrust’ gesture with his arms all smiley! Not JUST any smile, with the CUTEST smile EVER! xD (That typical ‘Bitch I’m FabuLOUIS’ smile! xD)

I like their MUSIC… A LOT! It comforts me! But I’m worried that I like THEM to much! -.-' (Nonsense!)

I don’t want to be mad and pissed when they do something wrong (and they will!) and be all ‘Oh no!’ or ‘I should understand it’ and stuff! I’ll not judge them, but…. Dang it! -.-‘

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The first 1D song that I’ve ever cried to was ‘I Wish’! It was 4 days after I started listening to 1D. In that moment I was feeling complete and happy… Just full of intense emotions, that I can not describe! It was unreal! :D Thank You GUYS!

This sounds to much, to stupid, to fanatic but is kinda the truth! Without making it complicated… I LOVE THEIR MUSIC!

One day I’ll probably bite my finger off! Is true! Every time I’m annoyed or I see THEM (you know who I’m talking about! xD) all HOT and stuff, like when they sing ‘I Want’ in “UAN – The Live Tour” or any other song actually, I bite my finger in order not to scream or make a scandal out of it! My finger (the middle one) has bite marks all over it because I’m watching them being cute! What annoying these people are! -.-‘

Just... No Coments! Por favor digam-me que eu não sou a única que quer casar com estes dois?! xD

Tão FOFOS que eles são... xD

Já parei! :D

Espero que tenham gostado deste desabafo! Foi um dos meus favoritos até agora! :)

Sei que às vezes vou parecer muito desesperada, chorona, parva, anormal... Mas eu sou assim... E às vezes é assim que me sinto! :D

'Cuz you've got THAT One Thing' 1D! (Tou a ouvir por isso... xD) 

♔Keep Calm and Be Proud, For You are A DIRECTIONER! xD

ONE HUGE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 7

"I'm Loving EVERY bit of this song" (Part 2)

9.25 pm

Well, I’m watching the video ‘One Direction on The Chatty Man’ (September of 2012) and I realized that they’re introduced to a ‘Jonas Brothers music’, Kids Of The Future (it actually isn’t a JB song.. but they made a cover so…), and that’s actually one of JB’s music that has more story behind it, for me! It’s one my favourite musics! =D

I am, actually, in that part of the path where you start doubt yourself… Like “Am I a good directioner” or “Is it worth it to like the boys and wanting to meet them so bad?! Probably they are not that interesting, or maybe they are but became stupid with the fame…” or even “Why would I want to marry someone that I don’t even know?!” or “Why do I freaking like them anyways?!”

This interview is actually quite funny! “You were like rock bottom, your life was going nowhere (…) Scientists are calling it the ‘Chatty Man’ effect!” and Harry’s “Thank you”, after Niall mentions the VMA’s  and “hum hum I want some of that Irish fanny” and “Nipple marks on the window… Oh no! (..) but like brests?! Is like having two eyes staring at you!” Oh… And the best and most embarrassing part of the whole show: “I wish I was the chatty man’s sofa, so Harry could seat on my face!”

And the funniest and most embarrassing part was, absolutely, when they were in the ‘Chatty Man Show’ and Alan went like “Your fans were outside my dressing room, and there was a girl in a school uniform and she was screaming ‘Harry, Harry give me some of your gravy!’ She was in a school uniform, how would you know those words?!”

Oh and also, as I’m watching this with subtitles (cuz I’m lazy) I read some coments, and the coment that has more likes is this one: “se eles acham que as britanicas e as americanas são pervertidas imagina a reação deles ao ver as brasileiras kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk”

“If they think that British and American fans are total perverts, imagine how they’re ging to react when they see Brazilian fans lol”

Brazilian are REALLY disgustingly Pervert! Like sick dirty! xD My boys are going to be scared! xD

Olhem para estes fofos! xD São eles nos Bambi Awards! :D

Hoje estou super calma! Não vou escrever uma grande despedida... Só:

♔ Keep Calm and Don't YOU Dare to be Pervert! xD Ok... Just a little tiny bit! xP

ONE Huge Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 7

"I'm Loving EVERY bit of this song" (Part 1)

Monday, 29^th of  October of 2012, 5.02 pm

So today… I came home and I checked on my gmail things of school and stuff… You know! I almost passed out when I saw that the One Direction VEVO channel added a new video! xD Guess what?! It was “Little Things” – But only the video w/ lyrics, because the video ‘video’ is set to be released on the 2^nd of November! =D

So thrilled! :D

I just realized that, the video was published today, like TODAY! And it already has 175435 views! -.-‘

That’s frustrating! Is not like “LWWY” that I could be proud and say “I was the 358^th fan to watch the video!” But this one… “Oh, yeah! I was The 175436^th Directioner to watch this video!” -.-‘

Dude, I’m listening to “Little Things” right now, and Louis‘s part just made me laugh sooooo bad “You can’t go to bed, without a cup of tea, and maybe that’s the reason that you talk in your sleep”! xD I just L.O.V.E  them soo bad! This music makes me feel a little bit like “SMH”… When I first listened to it, my heart gets filled with… ahm…JOY?! I don’t know! It’s like something is stuck in your throat and makes you scream, so that you don’t suffocate! (I know you’ve had this feeling…) I’m LOVING EVERY bit of this song!

I’m listening to Harry’s part… My heart wants to come out of my body and just stop beating or explode! He’s voice is like… A little bit hoarse and soft…Is beautiful!! How come that they can DO This to me?! <3 THEM! Niall… just… he… Damn it! -.-‘

In fact I think it’s because I’ve been waiting a lot for this album to come out and I’m just happy that I got to find new music and just BE HAPPY! :D 

When I started to listen to 1D… They  were already famous and were touring around the US, and had the album, so it wasn’t as astonishing as now, cuz NOW, like every other Directioner, I’m waiting, biting my nails off, for “Take Me Home” and, I feel like I’m being part of something… =D Just this once! xD

1 hour later… 1007816 views! Are you FREAKING kidding me?! 

DIRECTIONERS in the HOUSE! xD

Yeayyyyy! I managed to be viewer number 302 in 1D’s video "Little Things, 4 days to go"! I’m bucket excited for their video to come out! :D BTW: the video was posted in THEIR VEVO account 1 hour ago! :D 

LOOK AT HIM! He is so sweet! xD

Meus... Vocês já estão fartas de saber que eu os amo não é?! 

Tipo MESMO! Estou a ouvir uma das minha músicas preferidas de UAN - 'SMH', e estou a fazer uma lagoa enorme de lágrimas à minha volta! -.-' 

"You know 'cuz all my life I've been waiting for a BAND like YOU to come around!"

Eu não consigo evitar... É mais que eu! Sou Directioner... Sou assim! :D

Por Hoje é tudo... Mas há parte dois desse capítulo... :D

♔ Keep Calm and LOVE NIALLER! I do... U.U

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 6

"1,2,3 Flick! Yeah..."

Friday, 26th of October of 2012, 11.37 p.m

“1,2,3 Flick! Yeah…” (Liam)

 “It’s all about the flick! xD” (Zayn) (…)

“I would go for either the subtle ‘stop the traffic…Let ‘em trough!’” (Louis)

Yeah…I’m watching video diary no 3,  the tour one… And is really funny! I know it by heart! xD It’s my favourite one! The third video diary of ‘The X-Factor’ is ALSO my favourite! :D Link:

One Direction - Tour Diary 3 (Legendado em PT-BR) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6LqOYcpqRoo

Desculpem! O capítulo hoje tá bué pequeno! :/ Nesse dia escrevi mais umas coisa mas são muito pessoais... Pensamentos sobre um dos membros que prefiro não partilhar! :D (Espero que compreendam...)Eu simplesmente AMO este vídeo como disse anteriormente... Espero que também gostem! :D

Eu pus esta foto porque... Nós DIRECTIONERS temos de nos acalmar e AMAR os 1D. A música deles! Apreciar a MÚSICA! A vida deles é deles neh!? xD

(Eu sei que é pedir um grande sacrifício  xD Eu também não consigo evitar de vez em quando dar uma espreitada nos Zerrie! xD) 

Hoje é (obviamente): ♔ Keep Calm and Be A Directoner!

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 5

"Bless You!"

Thursday, 18^th of October of 2012, 9.14 pm

Listening to “I Want” by 1D… I remembered that some 1D song have a story, a joke behind it… xD

Like, GBY. Every time I sing it I never say “It’s gotta be yoooooou!”, like neveeeer! xD

I sing “Hazza and Lou” or “Big brown poo!” or “I love chicken soup” or “Pikachuuuu” or even “Scooby-Doo” or whatever! xD

Or… Ahm… One Thing! My cousin (a guy, who is a Directioner I believe… because of me of course! xD) liked to make fun of Liam’s irrational phobia of spoons, or Zayn’s supposed “fear of darkness” and fear of rides… So he comes up with a new chorus for One Thing. It’s hilarious! xP

Friday, 19^th of October of 2012, 8.15 pm

So, I went on my facebook just to see how things are… and I go to my feed page and, after scrolling down and hitting “like” in a million 1D pictures, I stumble in this:

“When I hear random person say "Bless you"
Me: "K thanks"
When I hear One Direction say bless you:
Me: "No, BLESS YOU. Bless the ground that you walk on. Bless you mothers for making you. Hell with it, bless you fathers too! Bless the chair that you sit on, especially you Louis, because it gets to touch your bum. Bless your bed, especially you Harry, because it gets the pleasure of you laying on it. Bless your food, chiefly you Niall, because it gets the chance to feel your mouth enjoying you. Bless you turtles, because we all know how much you can be loved, mainly by Liam. And finally, bless the mirrors, because they not only let Zayn see himself get prettied up, but they get to enjoy the view. So bless me One Direction? No. BLESS. YOU.
♥” by Facebook fan page “Like If You’re a Directioner!”

One Direction!

So, I’m watching UAN-live tour… again! And, actually is in that funny part – Na Na Na song - where Harry uses the microphone to hit an invisible person! xD Is wicked funny!

This moments always make me remember my Directioner cousin – Leandra, (the one that introduced me to the 1D world)… I miss her… A lot! She is back in Mozambique… as you can imagine she is not my age! She is turning 12 on the 14^th of February… But still she is one of my Best friends! :D

She found this picture, and it’s my cover picture on Facebook now! I Just Love it! Cuz I’m Her LOUIS… And she is MY HARRY!  ♥

Ele não é a coisa mais 'FabuLOIUS' que vocês já viram?! Se não é devia ser! xP

Ele tem um traseirinho... uff! xD ~le eu sendo preversa~

Minha musica de 'TMH', neste momento é 'LFK'! :D

Qual a vossa?! 

♔ Keep Calm and Be FabuLOUIS!

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 4

"Directionator"

Tuesday 16^th of October of 2012, 6.40 pm

So today… I was coming from School, walking in the subway station, and in my playlist after “Wings” by “Rythmix” (xD Little Mix I know… I like RHYTHM as well!) comes SMH by 1D, and while I was listening to it, I felt tears poring out of my eyes and I thought “Great! I’m having a INFECTION CRISIS right now… -.-‘ ” I got a bit emotional cuz’ I realized that though I do not know them or anything, and they do not even know I exist (and probably wouldn’t care anyways!) I like their MUSIC, they make me feel GOOD, amazing in deed but their MUSIC is what matters most for me! And that’s why I am a Directioner! 

Also… I’ve been watching to couple of videos (Directioner made videos), and I found out that in the beginning I was a DIRECTIONATOR…

No! Wait! Actually, I started to like 1D when WMYB came out and was the “Hit Song”, but my favourite song of them was NEVER WMYB… Actually, the only 1D song I haven’t cried to was WMYB! My first favourite song of them all was “Na Na Na” and then TMAL! (Just pointing it out! u.u' Directioners know what I'm talking about...)

Of course there are some (a LOT) of things that I do not know about them… I don’t wanna be a crazy person who stalks people! I want MUSIC! THEIR MUSIC… They are cute, sexy, beautiful, HOT (REALLY, REALLY HOT! xD) but it’s their life! I’ve got mine… I want them to be happy! People who make me happy, definitely deserve to BE Happy! xD u.u 

Right now I’m listening to Zayn singing his “Cuz I can love you MORE THAN THIS yeaaaah!” part on ‘MTT’ and it makes remember of my cousin who likes to make fun of Liam’s Spoon phobia and Zayn’s face when he reaches high notes! xD

Moments! That’s what 1D Music it’s all about! Moments!

When I listen to UAN and is the “Up all night like this all night hey up all nihgt like this all night hey up all night!” part, I tend to have a laughter crisis (at home, in class, wherever, whenever) a big and really loud one because in the UAN - Live Tour Movie, they all dance in a very funny way in this part of the song! xD

If not knowing who “Paul” is makes me a Directionator… then I’m a Directionator… (of course that now I DO know who Paul is… xD) But I’m still proud of saying that: in 1 WEEK I knew all their lyrics by heart (without cheating! xD); In the first weeks I cried  everyday to a different song, because I felt “This guys are the GUYS, this music, is THE music that I’ll be singing for my kids in my forties!”  I Love ONE DIRECTION! And NO ONE can take that away from me… IT’S IN MY BONES! MY SPINE! MY BLOOD! MY SOUL! EVERY WHERE! THEY ARE EVERYWHERE! xD

"Yeah we'll be doing what we do just pretending that we’re cool so tonight… let’s go…

CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY till we see the sun (…) tonight let’s get some… And live while we’re young!" :D (Craziness! xD) I’m listening so… xD 

Wednesday, 17^th of October of 2012, 10.34 pm

Today, I was more Lovatic all day! xD

But now, I’m watching trough my window and I’m listening to the rain hitting the ground… I just love it! Rain! :D

If I could, I would go outside and dance, sing and “shower” in the rain! xD

I’m crazy! :D The rain remembers me of SMH by 1D! xD I love that song!  

Olhem esta beleza... Como é que ele consegue?! xP

Tenho de vos confessar que provavelmente, se tivesse de ter um preferido... É mentira! Eu tenho... É o Mr. Hazza! xD Eu acho que ele é muito fofo... Mas, pra mim, quem tem a voz mais pura não é ele... É o Mr. Malik! Mais à frente, provavelmente, vou por um 'statement' que encontrei na net! É muito verdade e vou parafrasear uma parte (em english dudes! xP)

"I have a favourite member of 1D, But basically have none! They're  all my FAVOURITE!"

Comigo é verdade! :D Eu não consigo olhar e dizer: O Hazza é muito lindinho... Os outros são qualquer coisa... --' Não consigo! 

A sério... Olhem pra isto! Como é que se consegue ter um favorito?! São todos parvinhos! xD 
♔ Keep Calm and Love 1D's Major Stupidity! xD
ONE Hug! <3 Melanie. D

"Especial Chapter"

Este é um daqueles momentos especiais em que me apetece escrever o que me acontece NO MOMENTO! EU espero que um dia possam sentir-se como eu me sinto quando ouço A música deles! É de OUTRO MUNDO! :D Pra vocês... Este cap! Especial!

Saturday, 17 November 2012, 1.44 am

I’m listening to ‘TMH’… Downloaded from the internet?! Naha! My ‘TMH’ Album! Bought in Colombo’s Fnac Store! Is the ‘Limited Yearbook Edition’! Bazingaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Wohoooooooooooo! I feel Major HAPPY! You have noooo idea! I won’t go to their concert here… that’s for sure! But… I “Won’t stop until I surrender!” :D

I was hanging with my friends and I was like: “let’s go to Fnac... I need to check on some cd’s!” One of them said: “You still buy those?!” I was like: “Daaah! -.-‘” 

Then, I spent 30 minutes looking for it and I found it… but I ended up spending my money of the month for food… xD Everything for 1D! Now I have to ask my mom for more money! xD

It’s raining… a lot! I love it! I love rain mixed with… ONE DIRECTION! 2 things that please me! A LOT! xD I was reading the ‘yearbook’ and I was like “they are amazing”… Just that… AMAZAYN! xD

‘I can’t compete with your boyfriend… He’s got 27 tattoos!’ What song?! Who sings it?! Obviously Lou! xD Again… BRILLIAM! FABOULOUIS! PHENOMENIALL! EXTRORDINHARRY! :D My (and half of the world’s) boys! <3

Hahahaahahahahahha! XD Esta tá muito boa! Sério...xD 

Eu amo estes minos demais! Demais mesmo! Obrigada por tudo! Eu gostava de escrever e poder descrever como me sinto agora a ouvir 'Kiss You', que é uma das melhores músicas deles até agora, ou de poder explicar porque é que choro inconsolavelmente quando ouço 'Little Things', nas não consigo... Honestamente... Não há palavras! Muita devoção... Muito amor... Muito tudo! :')

AMO-VOS rapazes! 

AMO a minha DEMI! 

♔ Keep Calm and Just <3 Music! 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D. 

Chapter 3 "This Wings Are Made To FLY!"

Monday 15^th of October of 2012, 9.18 pm

 I’m listening “Wings” by Little Mix, again! And I’ve just watched the video like forty times the past 3 days… But I’m not quite a Little Mixer… Still a poser! -.-‘ I like “Cannonball” so freaking much…!

I lost my mp3 player… Lucky me! -.-‘ I started crying this morning when I realized I didn’t know where it was because it meant “No Listening to 1D in the subway, or while in class (xD) or wherever!” Fortunately, I remembered that I have all 1D (except LWWY) in my Samsung Galaxy S! But I didn’t have “Wings”… So I’ve been listening “Wings” from 5.30 pm (give it or take…) till now! And I’m still listening! “No matter if I fall from the sky! This wings are made to fly!” :D

Bem, hoje decidi por os meus 'sentimentos' mais pequenos, mas daqui a uns dias posto um MUITO grande! :D 
Como vocês podem constatar... Eu vou chorar MUITAS vezes! MUITAS vezes mesmo! xD
Eu acho que Apesar de muitas pessoas não considerare a música deles 'música' de verdade, EU gosto... Isso é o que interessa não?! xD 
♔ Keep Calm and Love Little Mix's Cuteness! 
One HUG! <3 Melanie D.

Chapter 2 "Happiness Source/ Life Support"

Sunday 14^th of October of 2012, 10.41 pm

I was listening and watching the video of “Wings” by Little Mix, and thinking deep down, like deep deep down “Are they going to be like Spice girls… or Destiny child, spliting after a few success?! … Maybe I just don’t know them that well!” then I started watching “LWWY” by 1D and a weird feeling came to me… like something bad happened… to them, with them maybe… Or will it happen?! I started to think also “Are they going to be like Coldplay, U2, 30 Seconds to Mars, Muse… Together for ever or are they going to split up?! I don’t want that to happen… They were like… meant to be or something… I don’t know…” Maybe it was my Directioner soul talking… but the truth is that I don’t want them to split up EVER! Cuz’ if that happens it’s because someone is really mad… and I would just cry… like I am right now, just to think that such thing can happen! Like I cried when JB announced they were taking a time off! -.-‘ It’s stupid, to think that you would cry for a thing like that, but only a true FAN, a true addicted would understand the despair of not having your material “HAPPINESS SOURCE” or your “LIFE SUPPORT” anymore, it just takes my breath away… :’(

Bem.. Este meu desbafo, foi... Triste! Mas deixo-vos com uma pessoa super animada! xD
Yah! Ele é incrível neh?! Só podia ser UMA das minhas inspirações! xD

Amo A minha Dems! 
♔ Keep Calm and Love 1D! 

ONE Hug! <3 Melanie D.