Diary Of An Addict 1D*: Chapter 10

"Someone You Look Up To" (Part 1)

Friday, 02 November 2012, 12.20 am

“Once upon a time in a cloudy day, but not wasn’t JUST a cloudy day, not like every other one… It was the cloudy day (In

Portugal

) in witch ‘Little Tihngs’, the most wanted video of the month, was going to be released!” (I came up with that me myself! xD I stole the ‘Once upon a time’ parte of course!)

I stayed home, missed school (I’m joking, I can skip theoretical classes!) so I could be one of the first girls to actually see the video, not watch “see” the video…

I think… (Harry’s line xD) I should stop making this diary nonsense…

It’s fun to think that you’re special and one day you’ll have an intimate relationship with your ‘Idol’, but for me, a person with self confidence issues, it’s a little bit depressing, because it’s you… the number one fan, plus half of the world! Do you get what I mean?!

It’s like… You like them, and they are grateful for that, but… I don’t know… You want more than that… I WANT more than that… AND OBVIOUSLY (just look at me xP) I can’t have that! -.-‘

And other thing is… Like, I’m watching this VEVO videos on 1D’s page, and girls around them go MENTAL! -.-‘ They cry, hysterically, like REALLY loud, and say “they mean so much to me!” or “they saved my life” and stuff like that… and they’re all snotty because they’ve been crying… I’m not saying I wouldn’t do that if I ever saw them (With my luck, trust me, it’s a LONG SHOT! -.-‘), Actually I think I’d do worst… I think I’d have a asthma crisis and faint right after that, but is just so weird to meet someone YOU LOOK UP TO (not idolize, look up to…) like that…

If I meet them one day, I’ll TRY to be like: “Hey wasup?! Are you chillin’?! (Just like Zayn would say… xD) Yup… I “Look Up To Them…” Who am I kidding… I’m freaking ill … -.-‘ I Have a disease! Someone PLEASE cure me! I heard that ‘Direction Infection’ cure is somewhere in Harold’s lips… Just saying… xD